Help...

[littlemoose]

L*** has been spamming me with emails for a few days now, I've been deleting them from my trash folder (where they get filtered to immediately) without reading them, but I clicked into my trash folder without realising there was one there just now and it came up in the preview pane:

if i emailed you every day for the rest of my life would it make any
difference?

I never reply to her, but now I have the urge to. Somehow, though, I don't think NO! in 72pt red arial is going to be enough.

I toyed with the idea of letting a poet do the talking for me... maybe sending her 'The Darling Letters' by Carol Anne Duffy, or 'The End of Love' by Sophie Hannah... probably the darling letters, I think that line 'the heart thudding like a spade on buried bones' might get the point across...

but to be honest, I don't know what to do about her. I know that the way things ended between us was my fault, but it was her who turned into glenn close in fatal attraction... and now she's closed that chapter of her life, turned into the christian suburban poster child and gotten married she thinks she can just what? Pick me up again like a dropped stitch?

I don't know, I honestly don't know. I thought this was all done with. Any ideas?

Comments

[madscot.livejournal.com]

You're right. She would keep replying.