A whole world of Meh...
Sep. 2nd, 2003 04:36 amSo, it's the start of the academic year once more, and what am I doing with my life this year?
Zip, nada, zilch, sweet fanny adams, the sum total of minus anything, an amount equal to the average polititan's IQ.
In other words, I'm not. I'm to spend my time on R&R aparently, getting better without any external stresses and pressures. Which is a pressure in itself, if I'm being honest... doing nothing has always felt like instability to me, I like there to be something... even it's something that I should be doing that I'm not actually doing at that precice moment but will be doing as soon as I'm able. Putting things off for a year renders everything strangely intangible. Tomorrow never comes and all that.
And I'm well aware that I wasn't doing a great deal last year either, but with something to strive for, it didn't all seem so stark, so concrete.
So, I'm now an offical convelecent, with a note from my doctor and everything. I guess I'm allowed to sit in the library during PE :-P
In other news:
Yes
madscot, I am still reading my email, thanks for the headsup. *huggles lots* I think I owe you a suitably long and rambly email shortly :-)
penguingo, as you probably guessed I couldn't get back on... blasted freeserve. Enjoying night watch?
akhmed, I've not spoken properly to you in ages, there still room under the baobab? I can't think of a nicer place to convalece ;-) (except maybe the bahamas... with a certain large-foreheaded geordie on the sunlounger next to me... *happysigh*)
Zip, nada, zilch, sweet fanny adams, the sum total of minus anything, an amount equal to the average polititan's IQ.
In other words, I'm not. I'm to spend my time on R&R aparently, getting better without any external stresses and pressures. Which is a pressure in itself, if I'm being honest... doing nothing has always felt like instability to me, I like there to be something... even it's something that I should be doing that I'm not actually doing at that precice moment but will be doing as soon as I'm able. Putting things off for a year renders everything strangely intangible. Tomorrow never comes and all that.
And I'm well aware that I wasn't doing a great deal last year either, but with something to strive for, it didn't all seem so stark, so concrete.
So, I'm now an offical convelecent, with a note from my doctor and everything. I guess I'm allowed to sit in the library during PE :-P
In other news:
Yes
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