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[littlemoose]

Can't sleep again - got my quarterly check-up from the neck up tomorrow. While I know that this consists of nothing more than five minutes in the company of a completely different shrink to last time, during which I will probably only have to give one word answers to three or less questions in order to satisfy them that I'm not going to go out and destroy society or some shit (read: I'm doing well and getting out more), I still get nervous. Mostly because I don't want my meds put back up again - did the zombie thing, doesn't work for me. I quite like being able to think and react to things, and not just have to sleep all the time, thank you very much.

Still, I may very well be able to persuade dad to take me into Waterstones afterwards... yay books!